Chapter 155 I'm Worried About You
Chapter 155 I'm Worried About You
When Shen Jun woke up, more than a month had passed.
The moment I opened my eyes, what caught my eye was the hospital's cold ceiling light.
Originally, the doctor's diagnosis showed that Shen Jun should be able to wake up soon, but the fact was that Shen Jun was entangled in the complicated thoughts in his mind and slept for an extra half month.
He moved his numb fingertips and felt a warm touch there.
When he turned around, he met Xie Xubai's eyes which were bloodshot and had dark circles under them.
The moment he opened his eyes, Xie Xubai was stunned for a moment, as if he had not yet reacted to what had happened.
"Thank...Xie Xubai..." Shen Jun called Xie Xubai's name softly, his throat was hoarse from not speaking for a long time.
Xie Xubai was silent for a moment, then slowly grasped Shen Jun's hand in his palm. He lowered his head, and tears fell on the back of Shen Jun's hand.
Xie Xubai lowered his head and almost buried the whole card in Shen Jun's palm. He suppressed his tears, and his exposed back was trembling slightly with excitement.
Shen Jun wanted to say something to comfort him, but the pain in his head made him unable to even open his mouth for a moment.
As if sensing something was wrong with Shen Jun, Xie Xubai quickly raised his head, only to see a thin layer of sweat on Shen Jun's head due to the pain.
Xie Xubai almost staggered to his feet and hurried out of the ward.
When he came back, there were a few more doctors behind Xie Xubai.
Seeing that Shen Jun had woken up, several people rushed forward and gave Shen Jun a preliminary examination.
Being surrounded by people, Shen Jun's headache became even worse, but the doctor said that as long as he woke up, he would have passed the critical period, but he still needed to be hospitalized for observation for a period of time.
After checking on Shen Jun's condition, the doctor explained some things that needed attention in the near future. Xie Xubai wrote them down one by one before sending the doctor out.
After closing the door, Xie Xubai quickly turned back.
This scene was exactly like the scene when he just came here. If the pain in his head hadn't been a hundred times stronger than before, Shen Jun would have suspected that his memory was confused.
Xie Xubai walked to the bedside, pulled Shen Jun into his arms and hugged him tightly. Holding them tightly together and listening to Shen Jun's regular heartbeat, Xie Xubai slowly exhaled a breath.
"Thank you... um..." Shen Jun just opened his mouth, but the rest of his words were blocked by Xie Xubai's kiss.
Xie Xubai kissed Shen Jun's lips inch by inch, his movements as gentle as if he was treating some rare treasure, his movements were delicate and cautious, as if he was afraid of breaking the treasure by accident.
Shen Jun let him hug and kiss him. Only Shen Jun knew that Xie Xubai now looked no different from usual, but the lips covering his mouth were trembling uncontrollably.
It was unknown how long it had been before Xie Xubai finally let go of Shen Jun's lips, but he still held him tightly, refusing to let Shen Jun leave his arms for a moment.
"I'm sorry, it's all my fault, it's all my fault..." Xie Xubai leaned against Shen Jun's neck, his hot breath spraying on his skin, making Shen Jun clearly feel the vitality of the man in front of him.
During the time of coma, Shen Jun could feel Xie Xubai's presence, but he couldn't hold him tightly like he does now, couldn't clearly feel the temperature of Xie Xubai's body, and couldn't open his eyes to take a good look at Xie Xubai's appearance.
For a whole month, Xie Xubai stayed by his side all the time, but Shen Jun's consciousness was always fuzzy. He and Xie Xubai seemed to be people from different worlds. They could sense each other clearly but could never touch each other.
"I never blamed you, don't blame yourself, okay?..."
Shen Jun's voice came with a slight vibration from their tightly pressed chests. As Xie Xubai listened, the bitterness in his heart overflowed even more unscrupulously.
For a month, the doctor always said that maybe he would wake up tomorrow, or maybe soon.
But every morning, every evening, every late night, Xie Xubai never dared to take his eyes off Shen Jun for more than a few seconds. He was afraid that Shen Jun would wake up and he would not be by his side.
He was even more afraid that Shen Jun would disappear from his sight as soon as he closed his eyes.
In the lonely late night, Xie Xubai would quietly climb onto the hospital bed and gently hold Shen Jun's body, which looked extremely thin due to illness, in his arms.
He needed to confirm that Shen Jun was by his side and that Shen Jun's heart was still beating.
Fortunately, fortunately Shen Jun woke up, and fortunately the first person he saw when he woke up was himself.
The hospital gown on the left shoulder was mostly wet with Xie Xubai's tears, but the warm and wet touch was not offensive.
"Don't cry, please don't cry, okay?" Shen Jun didn't know how to coax people, so he could only repeat words like "don't cry, don't blame you" and so on. Xie Xubai would agree every time, but with her face buried in Shen Jun's neck, her tears never stopped.
After a long while, Xie Xubai's tears finally stopped, but he did not stand up. He just buried his head in the crook of Shen Jun's neck, took a deep breath, and then murmured, "It's so bland... It's not fragrant at all."
"Why do you say it smells good too?" Shen Jun's voice was still hoarse, but Xie Xubai's words just now made Shen Jun suddenly remember that when he was knocked unconscious by Ye Yu in the rental house, that person also said that he smelled good.
Shen Jun was very sure and certain that every time they said he smelled good, he actually had no smell at all.
After hearing what he said, Xie Xubai slowly raised his head and stared at Shen Jun with a pair of red eyes. There were some emotions brewing in his dark eyes that Shen Jun couldn't see clearly.
"Is it Ye Yu?" Xie Xubai asked.
His tone was too cold and Shen Jun nodded hesitantly without hiding it from Xie Xubai.
"I knew it was that pervert, but don't worry, he won't be able to smell it again." Xie Xubai's tone was calm, but Shen Jun was shocked when he heard it.
"What do you mean, you beat him to death?" Shen Jun turned his head, his tone tinged with anxiety.
Xie Xubai listened to Shen Jun's words and thought that he was still worried about that person, so he turned his head and replied angrily: "Yes, he was beaten to death and thrown into the mountains to feed the dogs. You will never see him again in your life."
Seeing his look, Shen Jun reached out and twisted his head back which was about to be twisted into a 90-degree angle, so that Xie Xubai was facing him, and stared at Xie Xubai very seriously.
He didn't notice it just now, but now that the two of them looked at each other, Shen Jun could see clearly that Xie Xubai's eyes were dark due to lack of rest for a long time, and even his clothes, which were usually meticulously taken care of, now looked a little messy.
Xie Xubai, who was usually so bright and dazzling, looked so haggard at this moment. Shen Jun held his face and felt that he seemed to have received a lot of...
"…I'm not worried about him. I'm worried about you. If you beat him to death in a fit of rage, you'll be held legally responsible. He's not worth sacrificing your future…I…well…"
Xie Xubai's head was held by Shen Jun, but Xie Xubai didn't hear a word he said. He just stared at Shen Jun's opening and closing mouth, knowing that he was worried about him. The next second, he couldn't help but kissed him.
The remaining book in Shen Jun's mouth was blocked by Xie Xubai's kiss, and he could only let out a few meaningless gasps.
"Don't worry, he's not dead, but he can't live well either." Xie Xubai pecked Shen Jun on the mouth and said in a rising tone.
Shen Jun looked at him, still not understanding what Xie Xubai meant by "not being able to live a good life".
It was a long, long time before Shen Jun understood what Xie Xubai meant by "not being able to live a good life".
But at the moment, since Xie Xubai didn't say anything, Shen Jun didn't have time to care about that person. It's not that he didn't want to ask, but his head really hurt so much that it felt like it was going to explode.
The source of the pain was not the area at the back of the head that was attacked, but the chaotic and complex data in the mind.
They seemed to carry electric currents, and every time they ran through Shen Jun's mind, Shen Jun felt a little more pain.
Although 031 tried very hard to help him, he still felt pain in the process.
He had been able to hold it back before, but now… He felt his eyes go dark, and his body fell forward uncontrollably.
Xie Xubai also noticed that something was wrong with Shen Jun, and he quickly reached out to support him. His eyes, which were dark due to lack of rest for a long time, were filled with worry.
"What's wrong? Are you still dizzy? Doctor...doctor!" Xie Xubai said as he wanted to get up and find a doctor for Shen Jun, but Shen Jun knew that even if the doctor came, it wouldn't solve any problems.
He pulled Xie Xubai's hand and said weakly, "It's okay, no need... call a doctor, I'm just tired, tired... Can you lie down with me for a while?"
Seeing that Xie Xubai was still worried and wanted to call a doctor, Shen Jun could only sigh and said softly, "Don't leave, okay?"
After hearing what he said, Xie Xubai had no heart to refuse, but he was still worried about Shen Jun.
Holding the man in his arms and lying on the hospital bed, Xie Xubai still had his frown on his face, but he still held the man in his arms, and from time to time patted Shen Jun's back, which was so thin that it was a little bulging.
Only when the breathing of the person in his arms gradually calmed down did Xie Xubai stop what he was doing and slowly got out of bed.
The moment he opened the door of the ward, Xie Xubai looked at the person at the door and the expression on his face froze instantly.
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