Quick Wear: An honest man is always criticized for forced love

Chapter 183 World 1

So, Shen Jun was led by Shen Yanfeng into the light gate.

A strong feeling of weightlessness came over him, and Shen Jun clenched Shen Yanfeng's hand tightly with some fear.

The darkness as thick as ink enveloped Shen Jun, making his eyes seem to have lost their function. He could not sense any light, nor could he see anything around him.

The only thing Shen Jun could still feel was the warmth from Shen Yanfeng's palm.

My consciousness began to gradually fade, my memory of this place became increasingly blurred, and even the warmth in my hands began to gradually dissipate.

Shen Jun was a little scared and wanted to hold on to the remaining warmth in his hands, but it was too late.

Before the temperature completely dissipated, Shen Jun seemed to feel Shen Yanfeng's fingertips brushing against his palm. The slightly cool touch was fleeting, and Shen Jun didn't even know whether he really touched it or it was just an illusion.

The feeling of weightlessness became stronger and stronger, and Shen Jun's head was gradually filled with things that did not belong to him...

When the light passed through his eyelids and entered Shen Jun's sight again, he had already forgotten his former identity.

His height had shortened more than a little, and Shen Jun looked at his tender hands with some confusion.

"Hey! Someone downstairs, bring up some fruit!" A childish voice came from above his head. Shen Jun looked up and saw a very cute child standing upstairs.

Shen Jun just felt that the man's features seemed somewhat familiar, but he couldn't remember where he had seen him before.

The child looked about the same age as himself, but the clothes he wore were obviously very expensive, which formed a sharp contrast with the white shirt on Shen Jun, which was not made of good material.

"Okay, Master Gu..." Shen Jun answered subconsciously.

Shen Jun quickly adapted to his new identity. Or perhaps it was not so much that he adapted but that he could no longer remember his previous identity.

He only knew that he was now the child of Gu family's driver Shen An, and that the child in the villa who was the same age as him was named Gu Jingzhou.

The innate class difference meant that Shen Jun and Gu Jingzhou were destined to take different paths since they were in the womb. Shen Jun knew that he and Gu Jingzhou were as different as heaven and earth.

I don’t know what irresistible force guided him, but Shen Jun’s attention was always attracted to the young master of the Gu family.

Gu Jingzhou is undoubtedly a child of destiny in everyone's eyes. He has been outstanding in all aspects since he was young and is often mentioned by parents as the child of someone else's family.

But only Shen Jun knew that Gu Jingzhou would lock himself in his room and study without eating or drinking because of his declining test scores, and would be severely scolded by his father and mother for not learning a certain interest class well.

Only Shen Jun knew that the lights in Gu Jingzhou's room were on until late at night every night, and Gu Jingzhou's desk was always piled with various exercises.

The more Shen Jun got to know Gu Jingzhou, the more he became fascinated with him. However, he clearly knew that he and Gu Jingzhou were two parallel lines that did not intersect...

As he grew older, Gu Jingzhou unexpectedly differentiated into an Alpha, while Shen Jun became an ordinary Beta.

The two people, who were already separated by a huge chasm, had very little interaction between them.

Until one day, Shen Jun heard that Gu Jingzhou ran away from home because of a quarrel with his family, but that was the time when the Gu family's business was the biggest and they had the most enemies.

Shen Jun was very worried about Gu Jingzhou, so he lied to his father and went out alone to look for Gu Jingzhou.

In fact, Shen Jun didn't know where Gu Jingzhou had gone, and when he went out, Shen Jun didn't even plan to find Gu Jingzhou.

But he relied on his intuition to find Gu Jingzhou who was blocked in the alley.

When Shen Jun saw the knife swinging towards Gu Jingzhou, he stepped forward without thinking and helped Gu Jingzhou block the knife.

It was also from that day that Gu Jingzhou began to gradually pay attention to Shen Jun.

But for some reason, Shen Jun's heart seemed to be out of his control. The person whom he clearly wanted to get close to before was now looking back at him, and Shen Jun began to feel disgusted instead.

His heart clearly didn't think that way, but he just couldn't control himself. He couldn't stop thinking about the gap between himself and Gu Jingzhou. He became jealous, jealous of everything Gu Jingzhou had, and hated his own poverty even more.

Although he didn't think so in his heart, Shen Jun's body and behavior seemed to be completely out of his control.

Until a strange male Alpha appeared in front of Shen Jun, and that Alpah began to pursue Shen Jun madly.

And Shen Jun...even though he had no good feelings towards this Alpha, he still agreed without hesitation when he proposed to drop everything and go abroad.

On the day of leaving Gu's house, Shen Jun saw Gu Jingzhou staggering out of the car just before entering the airport.

Shen Jun had never seen Gu Jingzhou in such a miserable state. Even though he was far away, he could see the anger and resentment in Gu Jingzhou's eyes.

It was as if there were two Shen Juns pulling at each other in his heart. One told him that he should stop and wait for Gu Jingzhou, as he looked so pitiful.

The other told Shen Jun that he should turn around and leave without hesitation. This is what he should do and this is his destiny.

In the end, the latter defeated the former.

Shen Jun dragged his suitcase and boarded the plane to a foreign country without hesitation.

After leaving Gu Jingzhou, Shen Jun's life began to become blank. He didn't know the meaning of his existence, nor could he find his life goals.

It seemed that his first half of life was lived for Gu Jingzhou. He was like an NPC living in a fixed location. Once he deviated from the original track, he began to lose himself.

Such a chaotic life made Shen Jun fall into endless fear. He desperately wanted to go back to Gu Jingzhou, but once he had this idea, the flight back home the next day would inevitably be delayed due to various reasons.

The Alpha who came out with him had long disappeared. Shen Jun was torn between two extreme thoughts in his head, as if he was about to be torn apart.

Every day Shen Jun would sit by the bed, looking into the distance blankly like a puppet.

Looking towards... the place he once called home, but now, the memory of it is gradually fading.

Even the memories of Gu Jingzhou began to fade away gradually. Shen Jun could not even remember when Gu Jingzhou first confessed his love to him.

He only remembered that there was someone in front of him, holding his hand, with eyes that seemed filled with infinite affection. There seemed to be brilliant stars lingering in Gu Jingzhou's eyes, but each of those bright stars was engraved with Shen Jun's name.

Does he love me? Shen Jun thought, maybe Gu Jingzhou really loved him, maybe he had loved Gu Jingzhou passionately, but all these eventually vanished when he set foot on foreign land.

The emotions fermented and grew in his chest, as if they were determined to tear Shen Jun into two halves with the power to destroy the world.

Maybe... he was really sick, Shen Jun thought, maybe he should go see a doctor, or find something else to do, but these thoughts finally followed Shen Jun's gaze and fell on the fruit knife on the table.

In a foreign country, in a corner where no one cared, Shen Jun finally raised the knife and pointed it at his wrist.

This was the same place where he had once used to block a knife for Gu Jingzhou, and now he was going to use it to end his own soul that was about to be torn in two.

When the blood was almost gone, a familiar and cold voice suddenly exploded in Shen Jun's mind.

"Shen Jun!" The familiar voice was tinged with an unfamiliar tremor.

The voice in his mind sounded anxious and with a hint of fear. As Shen Jun listened, he gradually remembered a name, just three words - Shen Yanfeng.