Crack: Not loving you is the way back

Chapter 381 Above your head is the green prairie

The sun has finally moved from one side to the other. Today's dusk is a bit erratic, crushing the sunset but sending starlight to illuminate the lonely night.

Su Mo was sitting in the car, and the sight of her going backwards at a rapid speed suddenly resurfaced her sealed memories. She suddenly remembered the scene when she was released from prison a few days ago.

The same dusk, the same night, the same starry sky, I think these natural scenes have remained the same for decades, but in fact, they have changed one after another for hundreds of millions of years, but if you are not careful, Observation shows no difference between them at all.

She used to be as timid as a mouse, but now she dares to break into the "wolf's den" alone. People always change quietly and unconsciously after experiencing some things.

Four years ago, she was the glamorous and famous model Su Mo. Now, she is a "disaster" in the words of her biological mother. The world is so big that there are so many absurd things to do that it is dizzying to see.

In the silent memory, Su Mo laughed out loud, with a sense of infinite sadness.

The woman sitting next to her heard her laughter and immediately asked: "What are you laughing at?"

Su Mo suppressed his smile and looked back at her. After a long time, he said calmly: "You are probably the only one in the world who said his biological daughter is a disaster. Even Uncle Luo could tell that this man had taken me to Kyoto for some purpose. Chun, I don’t believe you can’t see it. You knew it was a dragon’s pond and a tiger’s den, but you still pushed me to go in. A person like you is worthy of being a mother!” After she finished speaking, she smiled and looked out the window again, and saw a field beside the road. The dog ran away happily, extremely happy.

The soul imprisoned by the body is so completely different.

"It wasn't you. I didn't have to hide around all these years. I had a home and couldn't go back. It was because of you that my family began to fall apart and my marriage, which was so beautiful that everyone envied it, was forced to the edge of the cliff. It's all because of you, You are not a disaster star, so what are you?" the woman roared.

Su Mo didn't want to talk to her anymore, but what this person said was too hurtful. She kept calming down and spoke again: "Yes or no, it all depends on you. You say yes, and I will say a thousand words." Wan, you also think that I am quibbling. You say no. Even if everyone agrees and everyone follows suit, that is not the case. The essence of the matter has always been in your own hands. It is you who dare not face the past. Yes. You have been avoiding the past and refusing to face it, and now, you are yelling at me hoarsely, just to find the unlucky guy who is responsible for all these crimes!"

"You're so uneducated!" Mu Guoling, who was sitting next to the woman, scolded, patted the woman's shoulder gently, and comforted her softly.

"If you have a mother but not a mother, of course you are uneducated." Su Mo replied rudely.

The woman's body froze and she was wet with tears. I felt pity for her when I saw her. Su Mo glanced at her coldly and felt damn guilty.

Out of sight, out of mind, she moved hard to the window and sat close to the car window. There was a huge distance between her and the one next to her. In the small space, she artificially divided a "Chu River and Han Boundary". ".

She looked at the complicated world outside the window, with countless thoughts in her mind. Going to Kyoto, she knew it would be extremely dangerous and a narrow escape, but so what?

There is only one life, looking forward and backward, and spending the whole day in fear of being remembered. She really hates this feeling to death!

Everyone wants to deal with her, and everyone dislikes her. There are wolves in front of her and tigers in the back. She has no way to retreat but to fight these people with evil intentions!

The chip firmly held in her palm was heating up. Su Mo knew that if she wanted to survive, holding on to this chip that could save her life at the critical moment was the only choice. However, those who loved her so much , how could she bear to let them take risks for herself?

Rather than letting them follow her into the abyss of eternal destruction, it would be better to let them be alone.

Cheng Ye said that if she disobeyed, he would catch her even in the underworld, but how could any underworld dare to take in a "ghost" like her who had changed beyond recognition?

With nowhere to go, home all over the world, at most I am a lonely ghost...

She stretched her hand out of the window with her fist downwards, and then opened her eyes firmly. The chip that Cheng Ye had always told her to carry with her always drifted away in the wind and fell into the dust without knowing its whereabouts.

Mu Guoling's gaze passed over the woman and landed on Su Mo's profile, with a look of hatred and joy in his deep eyes.

Su Mo felt the eyes staring at her from the side, but she didn't pay attention and continued to look out the window.

She was thinking, if Ming knew that she was determined to go her own way and take risks, would she want to scold her to death? From then on, he followed her every step of the way.

Presumably, yes, after all, he treasures her so much; if he knew that their mother was the driving force behind her demise, he would be so painful that his heart would burst, right?

Su Mo frowned. She seemed to have made a wrong choice and unintentionally put Ming in a dilemma.

"Where is your brother?" the woman asked slowly.

The alarm bells rang loudly in Su Mo's heart. What was supposed to come was coming. She was pregnant in ten months and had several children. How could she, a mother, not know about it.

"I know he is with you." The woman said again.

Su Mo was secretly glad that her sleeves were long enough to cover her palms, which were shaking uncontrollably with nervousness. She stared at the sceneries flying by at high speed. She was not sure whether this woman really knew that Ming was her. Her brother, her son, was simply deceiving her, trying to get the news about Ming out of her mouth.

In order not to reveal her innermost worries, she simply closed her eyes and remained motionless like an old monk in meditation.

After a while, the woman realized that she was asking for trouble, and murmured a little sadly: "It seems that you don't know where he is."

Su breathed a sigh of relief silently. Only by keeping calm can one achieve great results. She was glad that she didn't reveal any flaws just now.

"The twins you gave birth to...were they twins?" Mu Guoling suddenly said. He had asked Uncle Luo to investigate Su Mo's brother. The reason was that he could not disobey the orders of the superiors, but he never thought about his Xuan'er pregnancy. The... are actually twins, or twins.

Su Mo laughed without thinking: "The top of your head is really green, comparable to the green prairie."

A murderous aura slipped through Mu Guoling's eyes, but suddenly disappeared without a trace when he lowered his head to look at the woman in his arms.

He generously comforted the woman who was looking at him carefully, and said with tenderness and sweetness in his eyes: "None of this is your fault. I don't blame you. Don't blame yourself."

Su Mo snorted and stopped talking to make herself unhappy. She suddenly wanted to know whether her cheap and unpopular biological father was dead or alive at this moment. !