nucmednet Chapter 286 I am you
Chapter 286 I am you
"I understand. You can go back and rest first."
"Thank you for taking care of my brother during this period."
Evelyn pondered for a long time before slowly raising her head and speaking, looking at Yuri with a faint smile.
"This is the responsibility of my subordinates."
"I won't bother the little prince and big brother for now."
Yuri smiled and shook his head, bowed respectfully and then walked out the door.
After Yuri left, the entire living room of Lanburg fell into silence. Yuri turned off the main light and left only a circle of light yellow ambient light for them.
The dim light against the warm-toned furniture, together with the constant temperature of Lanburg all year round, made Evelyn's eyelids heavy and she began to feel sleepy.
She gently lifted Garland's golden head and placed it on her lap, then gently pulled the coral fleece blanket over him and covered him with it.
"Which one is the real you?"
"Of all the things you've said and done, which one should I believe..."
Evelin lowered her eyes and murmured as she looked at Garland's obedient sleeping face. Her heart was filled with fog, which enveloped her layer by layer, making it increasingly difficult for her to see Garland clearly.
Why was the Garland described by others so different from the Garland she saw with her own eyes?
All she saw was Garland's coldness and alienation towards her, and even his abandonment and hurting of her.
But everyone around her was telling her what Garland had given up and what he had done for her.
Her originally resolute heart was stirred up by such a Garland, and her persistent goal of letting go of emotions and living only for herself began to waver.
The relationship between the two is really awkward and uncomfortable.
She obviously shouldn't have any emotional fluctuations because of anything Garland said, and Garland shouldn't be jealous because she was close to any man.
After all, in Evelin's cognition, it was her own decision to give up, and Garland also chose Huo Wanqing.
So until today, Garland was the first time to be so straightforward and tell her that he was jealous of Vincent.
She no longer knew what Garland wanted, or what she herself wanted.
There were countless tangled threads in Evelin's mind, like a ball of fur that had been randomly entangled and discarded, and each thread had an unsolvable knot.
As she thought about it, she felt sleepy. This time, Evelin seemed to be extremely tired. She kept her awkward consciousness and leaned against the back of the sofa, squinting slightly.
When she closed her eyes, what greeted her was not pitch darkness, but a golden light that stung her eyes and made it impossible for her to open them. The light shone on her face and body, and it was warm and gave her a familiar and comfortable feeling.
Evelin subconsciously raised her arms to block the blinding light, and when everything disappeared, she found herself once again in that deep blue void.
Last time, she didn't have time to observe carefully before she was pushed up by an unknown force and saw countless fragments of memories or the future.
When Evelin discovered that there was no unusual energy pushing her, she raised her eyes and carefully observed this empty space.
Above her head, under her feet, and even all around her, she was surrounded by the starry sky. Apart from that, there was no special place, and no one appeared.
Evelin felt doubtful and walked forward aimlessly.
She didn't know whether the direction was forward or backward, and she didn't know whether she had been walking for dozens of minutes or hours. In short, by the end, even she began to feel tired.
Just as Evelin was standing there in a circle, somewhat discouraged, she suddenly noticed a familiar figure appearing right in front of her.
She squinted her eyes and observed for a while before speaking.
"Who are you? Where is this?"
Evelin’s voice echoed throughout the void for a long time, and the figure in front of him slowly turned around.
The moment the figure turned around, Evelin’s pupils suddenly dilated, and the shock in her eyes was beyond words.
"you…"
Evelin looked at the girl’s face, which was exactly the same as hers, and was so surprised that she couldn’t say a word.
"You finally came."
A faint smile appeared on the girl’s face, and she looked at Evelin and spoke lightly, even her voice was exactly the same as hers.
"who are you?!"
Evelin recovered from her shock and stepped back a few steps warily, looking at the girl in front of her.
"I thought that if you could find it, it meant you knew who I was."
The girl was not angered by Evelin’s defensive action, but spoke with some helplessness.
"You are...Liz?"
Evelin listened to the girl's ambiguous words, even though her mind was in a mess, she subconsciously thought of this name and spoke.
“Evelyn, you are my memory fragment.”
"And I am part of you."
"I am you and you are me."
The girl did not give Evelin a positive response, and what she said only exacerbated Eve's doubts.
"What do you want to do by bringing me here?"
Evelyn didn't waste any more time on this topic.
"I didn't bring you here."
“Only when you realize my existence can you meet me in your heart.”
"This is not a real space, it's just a void inside you."
"Neither I nor this space really exists in this world."
The girl spoke faintly, and as she looked, Evelin still only saw a deep blue starry sky.
"What on earth are you talking about?"
Evelin was a little annoyed by the girl's roundabout words, and she couldn't understand a single word.
"I think you'll understand soon."
However, the girl did not give any further explanation, but gave a conclusion.
"You were the one who took me to see the past and future just now?"
Evelin suddenly thought of the past life that she had suddenly dreamed of when she fell asleep in the car just now, and couldn’t help but ask.
"Yes."
The girl nodded and looked at Evelyn waiting for her next question.
"Those things that never happened...were they also dreams you made up?"
"Why are you showing me this? That's not my life."
Evelin finally got an answer from her, but then she had new questions.
"Those were not dreams I wove. I don't have that ability."
"Evelyn, your memories as Lilith are complete, but not all of them."
Listening to the girl’s words, Evelin’s brows furrowed deeply.
"You mean those futures with my brother are Lilith's memories?"
"How is that possible? My brother clearly called my name..."
Evelin muttered thoughtfully, only to find that the conversation with the girl was too strenuous, as if the two of them were playing a game of charades.