nucmednet Chapter 187 There is a kind of love that makes people cold-blooded
Chapter 187 There is a kind of love that makes people cold-blooded
“My imaginary love is to have someone who only wants to see you at the top;
Only look to the future and bury the past.
Can grow with you;
Even if I experience death and life again and again, and live a life of drunkenness and dreams again.
Still keep forgetting the past, look forward to the future, and enjoy the courage and strength of the present.
There are many kinds of love in this world.
There is a kind of love that makes people cold-blooded because of rationality; there is another kind of love called persistence.
Repeated entanglement, unable to stop; both calm restraint and uncontrollable adhesion. "
When she said this, she was Huo Rongtian's lover;
A self-exculpating summary in order to escape moral condemnation.
At that time, Huo Rongtin's eldest brother had just committed suicide.
When she was a tool of revenge, she kept satisfying her lust.
After Chen Ailin knew about this, she wanted to persuade her to love herself.
Don't lose your dignity for a man.
Unfortunately, Xin Suyan knew at that time that she loved this man.
It has come to the point where I can never let go in this lifetime.
There are very few people who don't grow through their next relationship.
But Shin So-yeon didn’t fall for other men;
Where you fall, there you stand up.
Even if we have to separate in the end.
Also be respectable.
"Just like you and Huo Rongtian, even though there is a feud between you, you still want to scheme against each other and take revenge on each other, and you won't let each other go. Your obsession with each other is like the Stockholm patient. You would rather torture each other to death than let go."
"The heroine in the novel can quickly and effortlessly enter into her next relationship.
But in real life, too few people can give up sunk costs.
When all the bits and pieces of two people's lives are connected.
I would rather avoid loneliness than be uncomfortable together.
Being with me may not be a waste of time.
After all, when he sees me, he thinks of his poor brother.
Even so, he wasn't ready to let go.
I imagine I am just like you.
I can't be brave enough to face my feelings. "
The two of them huddled on the sofa like they did when they were in school.
Shin So-yeon tearfully recounted her shady relationship.
“After all, it’s not because of principles that you can’t be together.
No one changes their heart, no one cheats.
Some relationships, once broken, can be patched up and still be together.
Some relationships, once betrayed, are beyond repair.
You are the former and I am the latter. "
During that time, Chen Ailin was undergoing her own redemption.
After Su Zheng's affair with her was exposed online;
Chen Ailin said she wanted to rewrite her own history.
She felt very domineering.
Xin Suyan has thought about jumping into her next relationship like her.
She also hoped that a prince charming would rescue her.
She even had the despicable hope of continuing to have Ye Qiming as her backup.
But the moment Huo Rongtian transferred the island rights and real estate to her;
She was shocked.
He appeared calm and accepted his real estate.
Make practical decisions and trade vanity for reason.
He is controlling;
She has a vision.
"I will help you find the truth about your father's death. Soyeon, trust me."
Huo Rongtin interrupted her thoughts.
The setting sun in the distance illuminates the sparkling sea;
The seabirds flying freely in the sky echo with clear sounds;
The sound of the waves and the sound of the waves create the most beautiful symphony of nature.
The golden sunlight dazzled the eyes of both of them;
It is no longer a bottomless pool of stagnant water;
But the clear sea level that rises and falls gently;
There are ripples.
"If worries are like this sand, and you are unhappy, just blow it away and it will be fine."
Xin Suyan picked up a handful of sand in her thin little hands.
The two of them looked at the sand in their hands at the same time;
She caught him off guard and swung at him.
"You can, throw your troubles to me."
Huo Rongtin retaliated out of habit, so he also grabbed a handful and threw it at her.
Xin Suyan did not dodge; she let him attack.
"You can adjust your mood now. My Yanyan is really great."
Huo Rongtin pinched her little face.
Thinking over it over again, she just reviewed her recent life.
"Now you think I'm great. When I was tortured by you, I felt so lowly."
Huo Rongtian looked at her with fear in his eyes: "Don't say that about yourself, ever."
"You made me like this, you have to be responsible for me."
Huo Rongtin looked into her eyes affectionately.
He has always been responsible for her, both physically and mentally.
But the disparity in status is too great.
"In fact, when I heard Fu Yinuo proposing to you outside your house, I was so jealous that I went crazy."
"So you thought I promised him."
Her hand was hurt by his pinch and she pulled it away unconsciously.
"Such a shocking confession? Which woman wouldn't be moved? What's more, I heard you call him Yinuo. So intimately. Before, you refused to call me Rongtian and insisted on calling me Mr. Huo."
He straightened his back and looked at the waves on the seashore in the distance;
Beat the beach rhythmically.
"When I didn't want to call you Rongtian, it was because we were still breaking up. And you had so many scandals at the time. I didn't know if you still liked me."
"When I treated you well later, you didn't give in to me. You were very gentle to others."
"Jealous?"
"I'm too lazy to care about you."
"Actually, I want to say that I am the first man who has read the books you have read, walked the path you have walked, and done the things you have done."
Xin Suyan also followed his example and straightened her back;
There was a sour look in his eyes and a half-smile on his lips.
I was secretly happy.
Huo Rongtin indeed rarely expresses his feelings.
When they were together, it was natural.
Those ritualistic things were forced upon her.
Either secretly ask Chen Ailin to help her;
Or there might be treasures hidden at home, waiting for her to discover them herself.
Sometimes, others even discover it before him.
"You fascinate me more than when I first met you. In the past, you were a cool yet lively young lady; now you are a strong woman with an independent personality. You have the ability to stand on your own, and the courage to start all over again."
"That is."
Xin Suyan tilted her head back, trying hard not to let her tears fall;
Pretend to be smug;
"It's all because of my good teaching. I am the stepping stone in your life."
"Stop talking nonsense. I got here on my own merits. It has nothing to do with you."
"It has nothing to do with me at this time."
Huo Rongtin pinched her chin and turned her face towards his.
Almost a kiss.
"You didn't look like this when you asked me for help."
"As a great man once said: 'My history is my own.'"
"What great man? Isn't that what Chen Ailin said? Has no one ever told you that you are stubborn? You deserve to be punished again."
Huo Rongtin pushed her down on the beach.
"Huo Rongtian, this is a public place, please restrain yourself."
After saying that, he stood up and brushed off the sand on his body.
Huo Rongtin also quickly stood up, shook off the sand, and pulled her towards the car.
"For your safety recently, stay at my house. I need to focus on the project and don't want to be distracted by you."
The two of them stayed at home for two days without going out.
Officially started living together.
Each of them is busy with their careers.
Movement tracks are limited to the study and living room.
Even the sleeping area is a separate bedroom.
It's just like the life of a married couple.
Huo Rongtin is on a remote conference call in his study.
Xin Suyan curled up on the sofa and studied Mingcheng’s financial report;
I unexpectedly discovered that there was an increase in fixed assets.
No wonder Huo Rongxin wanted shares in Mingcheng;
He must have discovered that his younger brother secretly hid his assets in a famous city.
Restraining and exploiting her was also part of their daily internal struggle.
The surface is calm;
The purpose is not to alert the enemy.
The thought of this man always plotting against her made her teeth itch with anger.
I cooked for lunch myself and secretly put a lot of salt in Auntie Yun’s stir-fried vegetables.
Want to make trouble for him on purpose.
After all, he never looked up and spoke to her even while eating these few days.
Surprisingly, the man ate a few bites of greens with a blank expression;
Shin So-yeon was so shocked that her jaw almost dislocated.
"Don't you think it's salty?"
Huo Rongtian still looked down at his phone: "I don't like vegetables anyway. I'm full, I'll go upstairs first."
Xin Suyan was flipping through the news boredly.
Several trending searches, like an explosion.
Shocking to the eyes.