The wonderful life of modern women in ancient times

Chapter 377: My heart suddenly felt relieved!

"Xinghua, are you still worried?"

Thinking of Xinghua's previous suicide attempt, Pang Ya looked at Xinghua with some concern and asked.

"No! My benefactor is right. My life is much more valuable than those beasts of the Jin soldiers. It is not worth losing my life for those demons. I will just think of it as being bitten by dogs. Anyway, those dogs have gone to hell and received the punishment they deserve! They don't deserve a place in my heart! For the rest of my life, I will respect myself and live a carefree life!"

Xinghua thought of Lin Xi’s advice to her, and the smile on her face grew bigger and bigger, her heart became more and more open, and she felt a lot more relaxed!

"My benefactor also told me not to let bad people and bad things consume my mood and body. That is to punish myself with the mistakes of others, which is the most stupid thing! We have not done anything wrong. We can't feel ashamed and depressed every day just because the bad guys have taken away our innocence. We should live with our heads held high!"

After Pang Ya finished speaking, she looked at Xinghua with sparkling eyes.

The two smiled at each other, clenched their fists, and said in unison: "Come on!"

Yingxiang was lying in bed listening to Pangya and Xinghua whispering, and she kept repeating one sentence in her heart: That is to punish yourself with the mistakes of others, which is the most stupid thing to do!

Isn't she the stupidest person?

Ever since she was sold to a brothel by her parents, she had been filled with hatred in her heart, thinking every day about how to avenge herself. Finally, when the Jin soldiers entered the city, she found an opportunity, and she degenerated herself and gave herself to the Jin soldiers to avenge herself!

After taking revenge, the hatred in her heart did not decrease, but increased instead. She simply gave up and hooked up with as many Jin soldiers as she could. She thought that her life had been ruined anyway, so she might as well sink together with them!

After listening to what Pang Ya and Xing Hua said today, I suddenly realized it!

It's not my fault that I ended up in a brothel serving those stinky men, so why should I let hatred torture me every day!

She is still young. Is she going to spend the rest of her life in hatred and resentment?

No, she doesn't want to live that kind of life!

She wants to be like Xinghua and Pangya, let go of the past, look forward boldly, love herself, and live the life she wants!

Yingxiang felt as if the huge rock pressing on her heart suddenly shattered, and her heart suddenly breathed a sigh of relief!

"Xinghua, Pangya, you two only took one steamed bun, is that enough?"

Just then, Pang Ya's mother pushed open the door and came in, holding a big bowl in her hand. She looked at Pang Ya and Xing Hua and asked with a smile.

As she approached, Xinghua and Pangya smelled a strong scent of ginger.

"Mom, we're full!"

"Aunt, I'm full. Is this the medicine for Yingxiang?"

Pang Ya and Xing Hua quickly stood up, walked up to Pang Ya's mother and said with a smile.

"It's good that you're full. Yes, this is the medicine I made for Yingxiang. You two help her up and I'll feed her! Be careful!"

After hearing Pang Ya's mother's reply, Xinghua and Pang Ya hurried to Yingxiang's side, one on each side, and slowly helped her up.

Fatty's mother squatted in front of Yingxiang, scooped up the medicine soup with a spoon, and fed it to her bit by bit.

"Yingxiang is much warmer now. Drink this medicine and see if she can wake up later. Fortunately, she doesn't have a fever! You two stay with her and lie down beside her to rest for a while. I'll go out and pack up with everyone, and then come over to sleep with everyone!"

After Pang Ya's mother fed Yingxiang the medicine, she reached into the quilt and felt her body temperature. She felt relieved and after giving a few instructions to Xinghua and Pang Ya, she went out with three large bowls.

"Xinghua, I'm so sleepy. Let's go to sleep too. Yingxiang's feet are already warm, so she should be fine!"

Pang Ya touched Yingxiang's feet, yawned loudly, and said to Xinghua with a tired face.

"Okay, I'm a little sleepy too. There aren't many quilts, so let's sleep on the same quilt with Yingxiang!"

After Xinghua finished speaking, she crawled into Yingxiang's quilt and closed her eyes.

Pang Ya also crawled into the bed from the other side of Yingxiang, leaned tightly against Yingxiang, and fell asleep in a short while!

After Yingxiang drank the medicine, a thin layer of sweat broke out on her body. Her whole body felt warm and comfortable. Her eyelids moved and she finally opened her eyes.

Looking at the two little girls sleeping beside her, Yingxiang couldn't help but smile.

Seeing that Pang Ya was not sleeping well and turned over with her entire back exposed outside the quilt, Yingxiang carefully leaned over, covered her with the quilt, and then lay back down gently.

Listening to the two people's even breathing, the corners of her lips curled up, feeling unprecedented peace of mind, she closed her eyes again, and fell asleep peacefully.

When Grandma Pangya and her group returned to the house after work, they saw Xinghua and Pangya sleeping soundly.

She turned around and gestured to the people behind her to keep quiet, pointed at the three people lying on the ground, and whispered, "These two little girls are asleep, everyone, keep your voices down!"

After saying that, he observed Yingxiang's physical condition again.

"Yingxiang's face has turned red, and her feet are warm. She should be fine. Let's go to sleep!"

After listening to what Grandma Pangya said, everyone divided the quilts, climbed onto the bed quietly, lay down, and closed their eyes.

Grandma Xinghua blew out the oil lamp, and the room suddenly became dark. Soon, the sound of everyone's even breathing could be heard.