Chapter 149: My Brother’s Thoughts Are Hard to Guess 48
Chapter 149: My Brother’s Thoughts Are Hard to Guess 48
Of course, that's all for later.
Now that Su Mo has solved all external problems, he still faces huge internal problems.
Ruan Tiantian’s words, “Are you going to force me again?” kept playing in her mind.
Three-dimensional surround.
But she had been in the company for nearly two days.
No matter what, Ruan Tiantian should have woken up.
Su Mo didn't dare to imagine how he would feel when he woke up and found that he was the only one at home again.
Once again, I felt her ruthlessness.
Originally, thanks to her efforts, the relationship between the two seemed to have been repaired.
Who would have thought that with a slight touch, behind the seemingly thin crack, there would be such a big and deep hole.
Her chest started to hurt again, and she covered her mouth and coughed uncontrollably for a long time.
Familiar crimson.
Su Mo took out a piece of paper to wipe it off, holding the tissue in his hand and lost in thought.
Forget it.
There's no point in her thinking so much nonsense here.
Would leaving Ruan Tiantian alone at home prevent those things from happening?
If you make a mistake, you must stand at attention and be punished.
As for what to do with her, he would have to wait until we got back to decide.
She can't hide forever.
……
When Su Mo returned home, he felt that the place was empty and there was no sign of life.
He can't just run away from home without taking anything with him.
But Ruan Tiantian's shoes were clearly still there at the entrance, just the same as before she left.
There was no food missing from the kitchen, and the tableware didn't look like it had been used.
Su Mo skillfully heated a cup of milk and walked to the door of Ruan Tiantian's room.
I knocked on the door, but Ruan Tiantian didn't respond.
But it was not locked, so she opened the door and walked in.
The curtains were drawn tightly and there were no lights on in the room.
With the faint light outside, Su Mo saw a curled-up figure on the bed.
Ruan Tiantian had his back to her, and it was unclear whether he was asleep or not.
Walking over quietly, Su Mo saw that he had no reaction, pursed her lips, and placed the warm milk on the bedside.
The gentle collision of glass was particularly obvious in the silent atmosphere.
So was his suddenly disordered breathing.
Ruan Tiantian was awake, but didn't want to see her.
Now might not be the right time to have a heart-to-heart talk.
Su Mo took a deep breath and turned to leave, but was stopped in his tracks by his crying voice.
"If you leave, don't come back!"
He roughly turned on the bedside lamp, illuminating only a small area around him.
These past two days he cries when he wakes up and falls asleep when he's tired of crying.
The pillow was wet and then dry, and then dry, and then got wet again with his tears.
My eyes are swollen.
My heart had long since changed from hatred for her to disappointment.
Until he thought he had shed all his tears and would no longer be sad.
All the preparations fell apart after she came in.
Seeing that she didn't say anything, he wanted to leave quietly.
Did Su Mo think that he would be easily coaxed this time?
Can you just send a glass of milk to make everything go away and then pretend nothing happened?
How can it be!
He finally couldn't help it and called her.
The grievances accumulated in his heart burst out at once, like a raging fire, burning away his sanity.
Su Mo sighed, "Don't be angry Tiantian, I won't leave."
She turned back to him and grabbed a chair for herself.
His tears flowed down his cheeks like beads. Su Mo didn't know whether to wipe them away or not.
She rubbed it secretly with her fingers a few times, then reached out to wipe it off for him.
"Don't cry, your eyes are..."
Snapped.
Her hand was slapped away in mid-air by Ruan Tiantian.
This was too sudden. Su Mo was stunned for a moment, his lips moved, not knowing how to react.
"Stop pretending." Ruan Tiantian didn't intend to use so much strength.
The red marks on the back of her hand reflected in his eyes and hurt him again.
Even though he had kept her here, he still tried to drive her away with a bad attitude.
If Su Mo slammed the door and left at this moment, he could also verify it in his heart.
You see, she really doesn't love him. She is such a fickle person.
He didn't even want to say a few perfunctory words.
This would also allow me to give up hope and no longer feel sad for her.
At this moment, Ruan Tiantian was like a wounded little beast, baring his fangs at her.
Su Mo's chest began to ache again.
He was angry.
But she came back to apologize, so no matter how Ruan Tiantian treated her, it would not be unfair.
Swallowing the faint taste of blood in her mouth, she forced a wry smile.
"Sister apologizes to you. I was wrong before. Please forgive me every day, okay?"
Ruan Tiantian's eyes flickered, but he still remained stubborn.
"You're not wrong. I was too greedy. I won't do that again."
In fact, no matter how much he hated her, he just hated her for not loving him that much.
Now when he felt a little tired of loving her, she acted like this in front of him again.
It actually made him unable to get rid of it.
The reason is that they have been entangled for a long time.
The first glance when we met was a memory that lasted a lifetime. Now we have missed so much that I feel tired even when I look at each other.
Su Mo and he seemed like two parallel and intertwined lines.
Or maybe it's another self that he can look at through the mirror but can never reach.
I have never had this thought before, but now I feel that the sense of fate is so strong.
It is said that people become more and more like those close to them as time goes by.
She personally nurtured him into what he is today.
They are so similar, with the same contradictory and awkward characteristics.
She bound herself and refused to let go, while saying she wanted to give him freedom.
He thought he didn't care whether Su Mo loved him or not, and thought that as long as she cared, it would be fine.
But he pushed her away again and again to test her sincerity.
He even wanted her to express her love in person.
How ridiculous.
"You think this about me?" Su Mo frowned, then chuckled.
"Yes, if that's the case, then it's fine."
It doesn't matter if she doesn't forgive him, she won't be able to stay for long anyway, he thought, and he probably won't be too sad afterwards.
Ruan Tiantian looked into her eyes.
Those phoenix eyes had revealed too many emotions.
Tender, joyful, tired, and bored.
The traces of affection are always touching him.
Sometimes he was afraid to look her in the eye because he didn't want to see the coldness inside that would freeze him.
But now, he could only see vaguely through a layer of tears.
I also saw her weakness and escape.
It turns out that the strong and gentle sister standing in front of him also has such moments.
In his memory, Su Mo has always been the moon hanging in the sky, out of reach.
The vast moonlight fell on him, cold and soft.
He was greedy for the gentleness of the moonlight, covered his eyes with a silver veil, and imagined her graceful figure.
But he forgot that the moon has phases of waxing and waning, and there are potholes on it.
As if burned by her gaze, he turned his head away, not daring to look any further.
It turns out that everything was just his wishful thinking.
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