If love can be booked

Chapter 215 Lu Jinchuan saw Shen Wanning calling her name for the first time

Ending one's journey is just to be able to see him earlier.

I miss him, miss him with a broken heart, not because I missed something, but because I want to have him again.

I have heard someone say: "If you love someone for too long, you will forget the person next to you; if you love someone for too long, you will forget that you still love each other; if you love someone for a long time, even the reason why you love each other in the first place will gradually become blurred." If forgetting is because loving someone is too painful, should we bravely let go and give him freedom? Who is so stubborn that he believes that as long as he perseveres, he will be successful? And who foolishly thinks that forgetting is because he does not love? Little do we know that sometimes forgetting is precisely because of deep love, so deep that we can only bury this love deep in the most secret corner of our hearts.

I heard...she's back to work.

In the past, she often waited at the stairs, looking forward to meeting him unexpectedly. Will she still be here today? Shen Wanning, I missed you when you were not around...

Maybe she was tired, and gradually she didn't appear in his sight as often. Unlike before, she was always in front of his eyes. In fact, she wasn't that annoying, right? What was even more strange was that he would miss her when he couldn't see her. What was she doing at this time? What about her? Did she miss him after being away for so many days? Or had she forgotten him?

"What are you doing here?" He was originally full of joy and wanted to say "Long time no see, I missed you", but for some reason, the words turned into this cold and hard question. Even he himself was a little surprised, how could this happen?

"I'm sorry." Shen Wanning didn't look up. She was afraid that if she did, he would see her tearful face. She didn't know he would be here. Why didn't he take the elevator? She wanted to see him, but she was afraid to see him...

"What are you doing here? Waiting for me?" Lu Jinchuan frowned slightly, staring straight at the woman in front of him who refused to look up at him, and a trace of anger inexplicably welled up in his heart. In fact, the words "waiting for him" were just a casual remark he made, but for some reason, at this moment, he was extremely looking forward to hearing a positive answer from her, and wanted to hear her say in person that she was waiting for him.

"No...no. I...I just...I..." Shen Wanning seemed to be under a spell. She lowered her head, not daring to look him in the eye. She stood there at a loss, stammering for a long time without being able to say a complete sentence. In fact, she was not waiting for him, because he had clearly stated before that she should not wait, so she obeyed him and tried to restrain herself from thinking about him. However, how easy is it to really stop missing someone? Especially when this person is standing in front of you.

"Are you afraid of me?" Seeing that she still lowered her head, Lu Jinchuan couldn't help but wonder, could it be that he looked scary? Thinking of this, he couldn't help but take a step closer to her, wanting to see more clearly.

"No." Shen Wanning shook her head and wanted to leave, but he stood in front of her.

"What's wrong? Are you crying? Why?" Lu Jinchuan looked at her red eyes, and his heart tightened instantly. An unprecedented feeling of anxiety surged in his heart. Did he make her sad again?

Shen Wanning lowered her head slightly, wiped the tears that kept rolling down her cheeks with her hands, and said with a choked voice: "It's okay, I... I'll go first." After that, she turned around and wanted to escape from this place full of his scent. She was afraid that if she stayed for another second, she would completely lose control and expose the endless fragility deep in her heart.

"Hey..." Seeing this, Lu Jinchuan subconsciously stretched out his hand to grab her, but in the end his hand stopped in mid-air. Looking at her back that was getting farther and farther away and extremely determined, an indescribable pain spread from the bottom of his heart.

"Hello...Shen Wanning." However, at this moment, he just shouted her name loudly. This name was so familiar, so familiar that it made his heart tremble.

It had been so long since she had heard her name from his mouth. The strange and familiar feeling intertwined and surged into her heart like a tide, making it almost impossible for her to breathe.

"I haven't heard you call my name for a long time..." She murmured to herself. Her name, he called her name. He would never know how much she missed him. She ran away with big strides, missing him too much, afraid to lose her voice in front of him, and even more afraid to see his expression of feeling burdened...

Her figure was getting farther and farther away. He subconsciously wanted to catch up with her, but his feet seemed to be nailed to the ground and he couldn't move. Some scenes flashed in his mind like a movie, and his head was splitting...

"I like to see you smile." He once said this with deep affection and hugged her tightly. At that moment, her smile was as beautiful as a spring flower. But what about now? Shen Wanning, how long has it been since you smiled from the bottom of your heart like this?

"You are beautiful when you smile." He once said that her smile was the most beautiful pursuit in his life, so she did not let herself cry, afraid that he would not see it. But why were her eyes filled with tears when she wanted to smile? Smile, her smile, did he still care?

"Let me protect you." He once vowed to protect her for the rest of her life and would never let her face the ups and downs of the world alone. But where are those promises now? Why must he abandon her? Jinchuan, I'm really scared. I'm afraid I can't go on. I miss you.

"I will always be by your side and never let you feel lonely again." He once said that, and she still remembers it. Whose love words moistened her eyes? Whose love words made her cry without caring about her image? Whose love words made her feel so painful that she couldn't breathe? Whose love words left her covered in bruises?

"Marry me." Once, he stood at the end of the street, on a small bridge, with neon lights flickering behind him, lighting up the night of the city. Now, she is left alone, wandering in this long street with endless loneliness in her arms.

"Shen Wanning, marry me." He once vowed to tell her that she would be the most beautiful bride in the world. It turned out that he had forgotten. The most beautiful bride? She would no longer be, right?

She missed him so much, a street corner alone, a person's attachment, a city alone, a person's companionship, she was so tired. In the dead of night, an accidental touch, heartache and unable to breathe. How could she store her thoughts?

I thought I would learn to forget, but I just hid it in my heart. I thought I had passed the sad years, but I was afraid that if I thought of you again, I would cry, feel heartbroken, and dare not breathe. He no longer loves her, but she is deeply attached to him.

Jinchuan, I really want to hug you again. I really want to hold you forever, and this small request is a journey that I will never complete. Let the tears wet my eyelids, let the loneliness sweep my heart, let the longing burn the broken memories.

I miss you, miss you, miss you, miss you so much.

When can I put you away

My colorful memories, past heartaches

The moment is engraved in my heart, and it is too late to recover

I can only immerse myself in yesterday's world

You left behind carelessly, the footsteps of the past

But it's already blurred

I can't tell who came here or what they left behind.

Tears could not stop falling. Perhaps she was tired, so she stopped and came to the park they had been to before. They chased each other on the road. They ate her favorite ice cream here. He also proposed to her here... Everything was gone, just because he left and took away all her attachment...

Shen Wanning didn't know what was wrong with her. She felt inexplicably bad. In fact, she didn't want to lose her temper with him. He didn't do anything wrong. It was her steps and her heart that were wrong. He had lost his memory. He was innocent...

Looking up at the endless blue sky, Shen Wanning murmured to herself, "Silly boy, he won't come back."

She sat down on the bench, holding her head tightly with both hands. A sharp pain came over her, accompanied by waves of dizziness, making her almost unbearable. Can I close my eyes and stop the tears from falling? When can I forget you? When can I stop thinking about you?

Lu Jinchuan just followed her without interrupting her. He didn't feel tired at all just chasing her footsteps. He just felt inexplicably distressed when he saw her desperate and helpless look. Who forced her to be like this?

Why don't you let go when it hurts? You fool.

Finally, Lu Jinchuan could no longer suppress the surging emotions in his heart. He walked forward quickly, opened his arms, and gently embraced her. At that moment, the world seemed to stop, leaving only the warm breath of the two of them relying on each other. She felt an unprecedented peace of mind as he held her tightly.

"Why are you here?" Without opening her eyes, she could accurately recognize that the person in front of her was him. The familiarity had already been deeply imprinted in her heart. She could smell his unique scent, feel the warmth coming from his body, and the tenderness that she had not experienced for a long time.

"I'm worried about you." Lu Jinchuan responded softly, staring into her closed eyes, his eyes full of concern and worry. When he saw her helpless and desperate look, his heart was like being tightly grasped by an invisible hand, and waves of stabbing pain came over him. At the same time, a strong sense of uneasiness also arose spontaneously, he was afraid that she would disappear from his sight like a phantom in the next second.

The words "I'm worried about you" broke down her defenses that she had built up for a long time. What about keeping a distance? What about forgetting him?

"Don't be nice to me..." She murmured to herself, her voice so soft that it seemed that only she could hear it. She was afraid that she would be unable to leave him...

He responded calmly: "I'm not nice to you." What's good about someone who always makes her sad?

What does it matter whether it's good or not? When love has disappeared, everything good or bad seems to have lost its meaning. Since he no longer loves her, why not let her lick her wounds alone and find her strong and independent self again? She doesn't need his pity and charity, she just hopes to turn around and leave gracefully. However, every time she faces his warm embrace, all her rationality disappears in an instant. Hold her for a while, even for a little while. Let her stay with him for a while, okay?

What if, what if time could stand still?

They hugged each other tightly, as if they were the only ones in the world. Who fell asleep first? Although she was on the bench, she felt more secure and peaceful than ever before. This long-lost illusion of security was like a breeze that gently blew away the haze in her heart.

"Jinchuan..." She woke up slowly and found herself lying in his broad and warm arms. She couldn't help feeling dazed. Was it a dream?

"Don't make noise." He muttered in a low voice, but his arms tightened subconsciously. He was really too tired these days, and it was not easy for him to fall asleep, and he slept so deeply.

"My feet are numb..." She pouted slightly and looked at him with a wronged expression.

Lu Jinchuan frowned and opened his eyes impatiently, but when he saw her pitiful appearance, his heart softened. He sighed helplessly and leaned over to gently massage her numb feet.

"Okay, thank you..." She said softly. She said it softly, which reminded her of him, the one who always cared for her...

Afternoon, bench, quiet, is it because of him being by my side or because of this quiet time?