If love can be booked

Chapter 232 Shen Wanning missed Lu Jinchuan and came to his door

For Shen Wanning, love is a protracted battle and no one knows the end.

This winter, it was unusually cold, and snowflakes had already fallen to the ground several times. Today, the sky was overcast, as if another heavy snowfall was about to fall. Shen Wanning loved snowy days, when the snowflakes dancing in the sky were like the falling cherry blossoms, and they could still express their love to each other.

Unconsciously, she came to the downstairs of Lu Jinchuan's community. She laughed at herself and said, "It doesn't matter, he has lost his memory."

Yes, he lost his memory, leaving only her in the abyss of his memory.

Sitting on a bench by the roadside, she stared blankly at the pedestrians on the roadside. Snowflakes began to fall sparsely from the sky, one, two... lightly landing on her cheeks. Cool, astringent, wet and hot, oh, it turned out to be tears.

The night sky with snow falling is so beautiful. He is no longer by my side.

Lu Jinchuan sat by the window thoughtfully, holding the wine glass tightly in his hand. He drank the bitter wine in one gulp, then quickly refilled it, and repeated this process over and over again. He frowned and took a deep breath uncomfortably, as if he wanted to exhale all the annoyance in his heart. Then, he stretched out his hand and opened the window in front of him, and a cold wind blew in his face. However, when he saw the snowflakes falling outside the window, a hint of surprise flashed in his eyes. It turned out to be snowing.

Winter came especially early this year. People on the street were walking hurriedly, some wearing thick cotton-padded clothes, while others hunched their necks to resist the cold wind.

Lu Jinchuan looked aimlessly at the pedestrians on the street. There were couples, elderly couples, and of course people who were drunk like himself.

Suddenly, when his eyes inadvertently swept across a figure, he could no longer look away.

Yes, recently, the figure of the woman who had been lingering around him appeared in front of him, and she was also the object of his concern. But, she? What was she doing here? Waiting for someone? Waiting for whom? Inexplicably, he felt a little flustered. It must be because she always looked at him with tears in her eyes that he felt that he owed her something.

What on earth did he forget? People around him were all telling him, who is she? Who is he? He just didn't expect that he used to be like this. Why did he forget her? Did he stop loving her? Or did he love her too deeply?

What is she doing there? Why isn't she leaving? There are already very few people on the road. What is she thinking about? She is so lost in thought.

Shen Wanning raised her head, and her eyes involuntarily turned to the window where Lu Jinchuan was. At this moment, she suddenly caught a pair of very familiar eyes. In that moment, she could still deceive herself and tell herself that he had once stared at her with such affectionate eyes.

"Ding ding ding..." A clear and pleasant cell phone ringtone suddenly rang out, breaking the silence in the night sky. Shen Wanning came back to her senses as if waking up from a dream, and hurriedly reached out to take out the cell phone from her pocket and quickly pressed the answer button.

"Hello." Shen Wanning responded softly, but her eyes were as if attracted by a magnet and did not move away.

"What are you doing there?" Lu Jinchuan frowned, his tone full of undisguised irritation. He couldn't tell why, maybe it was because she had been affecting his life more and more recently.

"I..." Shen Wanning heard Lu Jinchuan's slightly annoyed voice and subconsciously thought that he was going to blame her again. She didn't mean to appear downstairs of his house.

"I... I was just passing by." Shen Wanning stammered. She couldn't say that she missed him too much.

"Oh." Lu Jinchuan responded indifferently. Just passing by? Shen Wanning.

At this moment, snowflakes were floating in the sky, dancing lightly like fairies. She was sitting quietly on a bench by the roadside, not wearing enough clothes to resist the cold. She always made him worry about her like this.

"Are you cold?" Lu Jinchuan's gaze fell on Shen Wanning's slightly red cheeks and slightly trembling hands.

"Not cold." Shen Wanning answered stubbornly. Little did she know that she was really cold. She had forgotten the time while sitting there, and she didn't know how long she had been sitting there. When he asked her this, she knew that she was indeed very cold.

"Come in and sit down." Lu Jinchuan said in a voice as soft as falling feathers. He said he didn't love her, but he didn't know if he was lying to her or to himself.

"No, I want to go back." Shen Wanning responded in a soft voice, as if afraid to break the delicate atmosphere.

"What? Are you afraid of me?" Lu Jinchuan raised his eyebrows slightly, and the corners of his mouth curled up in an arc that seemed to be a smile but not a smile. The smile was a little playful, like the stars in the dark night shining with charming light.

Shen Wanning froze in place because of his words. She was not afraid of him at all, she was just afraid that he would hate her and get tired of her.

If time cannot be reversed, if we can never go back to the beautiful past, then at least when I miss him, he can suddenly appear beside me, which may be good enough. Shen Wanning did not dare to ask for too much for this relationship, she just hoped that he would not ask her to leave.

Just as Shen Wanning was immersed in her thoughts, Lu Jinchuan had quietly walked in front of her. The two looked at each other, and no one spoke for a while. Suddenly, Shen Wanning couldn't help but sneeze. The sound was crisp and loud, which seemed particularly abrupt in the silent environment.

Lu Jinchuan took off his coat and gently and quickly put it on Shen Wanning's shoulders.

"Let's go." Lu Jinchuan said softly, then naturally took Shen Wanning's hand and walked towards the apartment. He could never leave her alone.

Snow flakes fluttering quietly, scattered in the air

The gloomy sky is mixed with some sadness

I don't know when the door of memory has been opened, and I suddenly remembered

Many years ago, in that autumn, a season that did not belong to me, I met you

Sometimes, I think of you very deeply and my heart aches.

I want to give myself some space, some time

I want to forget, forget the memories you left me

But why do I cry when I think of you? Why do I feel so heartbroken when I think of you?

Telling myself I don't care

I really want to keep you, but I find that I am just a passer-by in your life.

You didn't look back, and pursued your happiness with one hand

But I carried all the sorrow alone, crying silently

I just want you to say something comforting

And you accidentally stopped by my side, I hope you can stay a little longer

Even just one minute

But you flew away like a shooting star, disappearing in my life

Maybe you have already forgotten

But it stays deep in my heart and I don't want to share it with others

Because I want to keep that beauty.

That tenderness that no one touches

There are too many "ifs" in life: if he hadn't looked out the window at that time; if he hadn't missed her in his heart; if they hadn't happened to meet; if he had never given up... Unfortunately, so many "ifs", when he really saw her, none of them happened. She broke into his life without any warning, and easily overturned everything he had been holding on to for a long time.

Shen Wanning, what was I like before I met you? Like now, struggling bitterly and denying fiercely?

So, what happened after I met you? I really can't imagine what it was like when we were in love. Was it a little bit touching?

It seems like I'm used to missing you. On every sleepless night, you always appear in my heart for no reason.