Chapter 283 Is it okay if you just don’t want to admit it?
Chapter 283 Is it okay if you just don’t want to admit it?
The yacht was moving slowly around the island. Lin Jiaran put on her sun hat again and stood in front of the railing with her camera to take pictures.
Lu Jingshen followed out and stood quietly aside, his eyes always on the person standing aside who was keen on taking pictures.
"…Ranran"
Lin Jiaran turned around and looked at Lu Jingshen with the camera in her hand. Lu Jingshen was staring at her infatuatedly, but his face seemed to be full of worries.
"busy?"
"Why did you suddenly call me that day when I was in the United States?" Lu Jingshen raised his eyes and looked away. His inner inferiority and lack of confidence suddenly made him dare not look her in the eye. He turned his head away stupidly.
"I heard that you might not return to Ancheng..."
"My real career focus is not in Ancheng, but my nationality has not changed, and I have no intention of immigrating. In the near future, my career focus will be on Ancheng. I wanted to let you know this a long time ago, but I never found the right opportunity to tell you."
At this time, Lu Jingshen turned around and looked down.
"When Shen Boren took you away, I thought you didn't want to see me, so I met with Lin Qing. Before I left, I asked her to convey a message to you. I just asked her to tell you that I would not let you leave me. I don't know what Lin Qing said to you. Logically speaking, Lin Qing shouldn't know about the bet between Lu Jingchuan and me, or what did Lu Jingchuan say to you?" This was the question in his mind. He suspected that Lu Jingchuan's beating had something to do with her, but he was not sure. He didn't believe in his heart how could Lu Jingchuan tell her those things.
He looked down at her quietly. Lin Jiaran also raised her head slightly and kept staring at the man in front of her with a firm look. She held the camera tightly in her little hand as her hand dropped down.
"Sometimes I think that your repeated departures made me feel a little disgusted with you. I unconsciously thought that you abandoned me because you got what you wanted. Also, I took some medications that caused my mood to be unstable, so I was a little dissatisfied with you. I was just giving you back what you did to me."
"That day I was waiting for my mom to bring the medicine to the company. Later I had a quarrel with Lu Jingchuan. Then I realized that I had some misunderstandings about you before. Maybe you also had some misunderstandings about me. There are some things I don't know at all. I have never had anything to do with Lu Jingchuan, but you don't know that every time he approached me, he was talking about you."
"I didn't mean to not want to see you that day. I met him at the company and he said you were in trouble. I didn't want to cause you trouble at the time, so I went with him. I later found out that it wasn't true and he lied to me. But you had already left by then and I went home. I was originally angry that you and Lu Jingchuan used me as a gamble, so I didn't want to bother with you for the time being, thinking that I would call you to explain when I calmed down. My sister said that you might leave and not come back to Ancheng. My sister also said that if there were any misunderstandings, it would be fine to talk them out. Although sometimes you often act like you don't have a mouth, I didn't think too much at the time. I just thought that I couldn't miss you again..."
"During the summer vacation of my second year in high school, I went to find you. I wanted to explain to you the relationship between Lin Qing and me, and I also wanted to make it clear to you that I would wait for you. I didn't see you, so I went to find Lu Jingchuan and asked him to tell you that I would wait for you at the bookstore near the school. I have something to tell you."
"Later, Lu Jingchuan told me that you were not going. It was at this time that Lu Jingchuan told me that you liked him..." Lu Jingshen's voice was already choked with sobs. He had never thought that there were so many misunderstandings between them. He originally thought that Lin Qing was framing him.
"Lu Jingshen, do you have an underdeveloped brain? Is your cerebellum completely underdeveloped? I just said it unclearly, is it..."
"Lu Jingchuan is a troublemaker. He never told me to wait for him. I didn't know anything about this. I don't like Lu Jingchuan at all. I didn't know he liked me. I admit that I have always liked you, but my sister said she had a relationship with you. I know that and I can't compete with my sister..."
Lin Jiaran was pulled into his arms.
Lu Jingshen loosened his embrace and kissed her unexpectedly, leaving Lin Jiaran's hand holding the camera hanging.
As they kissed and exchanged each other's breath, she felt a little more wet on her face, as if tears were sliding down from the corners of Lu Jingshen's eyes...
Did Lu Jingshen cry just now? Probably not, the misunderstanding has been cleared up, what is there to cry about?
Her face was too close and Lu Jingshen closed his eyes so she couldn't see clearly.
Lin Jiaran raised her hand and tried to push away the man's face, but Lu Jingshen stopped her hand again and continued kissing. Lin Jiaran had no intention of kissing him now. She was curious to see if Lu Jingshen was really crying.
With his hands still grabbing randomly, Lu Jingshen ended the brief deep kiss, turned Lin Jiaran's body half a circle in one go so that her back was facing him, and wrapped her arms tightly in his arms and hugged her.
Lin Jiaran wanted to turn around but couldn't.
"Lu Jingshen, what do you mean? Do you want to strangle me to death?" Lin Jiaran said while struggling.
The man with red eyes and tears in his eyes didn't say anything, but just hugged the person tightly.
Lin Jiaran was held motionless like this for a long time, and Lu Jingshen finally released his hands. Lin Jiaran's first reaction was to turn around and look up. There were no tears, but her eyes were red, as if she had been crying.
Lin Jiaran kept looking at him, Lu Jingshen avoided her gaze, then turned around and walked into the yacht cabin without saying a word.
what happened to him?
Lin Jiaran also followed.
"... Lu Jingshen?"
After entering the yacht cabin on the second floor, Lu Jingshen, who was walking in front, turned around, and Lin Jiaran walked in at the door.
"You don't have any other comments, do you?"
Lu Jingshen walked over, stood tall in front of Lin Jiaran without saying a word, and looked down at her.
"You're a liar. You obviously like me but you're saying you don't like me!"
Lin Jiaran felt depressed for a moment and pushed Lu Jingshen who was standing in front of her away. Lu Jingshen staggered and took two steps back.
"Lu Jingshen, are you okay? Although it's not true, I really didn't know about it. Have you forgotten what your relationship with Lin Qing was in the past?"
"You didn't say that before. You didn't admit it even after you knew about it!"
"Without my knowledge, I have already been engaged to you against my conscience. How do you want me to admit it? Don't you think that you have behaved like a scumbag and a hooligan before? You even dared to take photos and threaten me. I have been very polite by not making you childless. I do like you but I won't say it. I just hold a grudge and feel unhappy. I just don't want to admit it, okay?"
Bah, bah, bah... What did she just say? Isn't it the same as talking about herself?
"Well... I just said I was angry. I didn't really want you to be childless..." Not only did Lu Jingshen get cursed for this sentence, but she couldn't escape it either! Realizing that she was wrong, Lin Jiaran immediately admitted that she was wrong, but she didn't look directly at Lu Jingshen.
Lu Jingshen took two steps and stood in front of Lin Jiaran. He lowered his head, stroked her face with both hands, and moved his lips closer. The four red lips pressed together. The unexpected kiss made her forget to think, and she didn't want to think. Her hand naturally grabbed the corner of Lu Jingshen's clothes. She instinctively hugged him when he staggered with small steps due to the height difference. His big hand took away the camera in her hand. Lu Jingshen also closed his eyes, protecting her back with his palm, and deepened the kiss...
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