nucmednet Chapter 135 Crazy
Chapter 135 Crazy
Seeing that he was serious, Jiang Shuya paused, surprised. At this time, Lin Moxiao snatched the money from her hand and said angrily:
"If you don't throw it away, I will. Also, do you want to throw away the gift I bought for you as well?"
Seeing that the money in his hand was about to fall out, Jiang Shuya hurriedly stopped his arm, held his hand in her arms, turned around and yelled at him;
"Are you a moron? You don't even want money. Do you know how many people work hard to earn a living and support their families for it?"
"Then why did you refuse? Do you feel ashamed to accept my things?" Lin Moxiao asked angrily.
Lin Moxiao, who was rejected repeatedly, felt unprecedented frustration and was even more annoyed that the woman in front of him always kept a distance from him. But every time he saw her, that face that could easily make him lose his mind, he couldn't help thinking about her.
He once felt regret towards her, hating her for getting married early and ignoring his feelings, but the love he had hidden in his heart for too long left him with no way to vent.
It's not that he hasn't thought about giving up. He has tried many times over the years and dated several women, but whenever he thought of her, the passion that had just been aroused would disappear.
"I just can't accept your things. You have helped me a lot. You shouldn't owe me anything. Who are you to me? Why should I accept your things as a matter of course?" Jiang Shuya analyzed the facts in a concise manner.
The words reached Lin Moxiao's ears again. Ever since he was rejected by her last time, his tense nerves in recent days made him feel that there was no point in living. Seeing her resolute words, he was filled with mixed feelings and stopped refutation.
The car drove onto the Jiajiang Bridge. Terrifying thoughts were swirling in my mind. I slowly turned my head to look at her. The weird smile on her face was creepy:
"See? There's a surging river below. Since we can't live together, why don't you die with me?"
Hearing his words, Jiang Shuya froze, her eyes widened in fear, she fidgeted, her whole body began to tremble, and the next moment she roared at him;
"No, no, I don't want to die. I have already lived a lifetime, why should I die again?"
"Are you so unwilling to die with me? It's too painful in this world. Short-term happiness doesn't belong to me? Long-term loneliness and solitude accompany me? He often appears in my dreams like a demon, but I can't kill him with my own hands." Lin Moxiao's sick face was lifeless.
Jiang Shuya was shaking with fear, sweating profusely, and shaking her head. "I don't want to die, and you don't want to die either. We both need to live well and be worthy of those who like us."
The car suddenly braked. Lin Moxiao showed a mocking look on his face. He said to Jiang Shuya in a nearly crazy tone, "Don't deceive yourself. I'm the only one who likes you and understands you. None of them are sincere to you. Are your family members good to you? Do the people you care about the most care about you?"
A series of rhetorical questions pierced directly into her heart. At that moment, Jiang Shuya thought for a long time: Does anyone care about her?
It seems that there is really no such thing. Are her family members good to her? It seems that interests are more important. What about her friends around her?
Their friendship was not deep, and it seemed to be just a matter of reciprocity, which made her physically and mentally exhausted. After thinking about it, she realized that there was really no one around her who would risk his life for her.
The man in front of her seemed to really understand her and had fought hard for her, but he was too passionate. Such love made her more vulnerable to injury and she wanted to escape from the bottom of her heart.
But she still didn't want to die. That was a cowardly act. No one would feel sorry for her. They would just blame her for what she had done. But what had she done wrong? Nothing!
Her eyes trembled as she met Lin Moxiao's gloomy eyes again, and she burst into tears as if covered with dark clouds:
"Even if no one cares whether I live or die, does that mean I don't deserve to live?
Why should I care whether those people care about me or not? I only have concerns in my heart, my child, my only daughter. She cannot be without a mother at such a young age. That is my lifelong concern. "
Seeing her crying with tears streaming down her face, Lin Moxiao's heart suddenly softened, and he felt a pain as if being pricked by a needle.
His calm consciousness gradually returned, and the angry impulse and the mood that had been suppressed for a long time suddenly improved. Seeing her sad, his heart softened. He was reluctant to let her go. Yes! He was also a person who lost his mother. How could he not understand that a child without a mother is the most difficult, lonely, lonely, and no one cares about him and gives him warmth.
Extreme love is also a kind of pain. He began to get scared. It was his own impulse that frightened Jiang Shuya. He gently raised his hand to wipe away the tears on her face. Her clear eyes were looking at him with a face full of grievance, which made him feel distressed. He couldn't help but kiss her bright and plump red lips.
A hot breath lingered on Jiang Shuya's face. In an instant, her sealed lips were kissed by him like a gentle breeze and drizzle. His kiss was gentle and lingering, catching her off guard like a storm. She was completely stunned, her mind was blank, and she could clearly smell the faint smell of alcohol between his teeth.
Lin Moxiao was not satisfied with the soft and drizzling kiss, so he held her face with both hands and attacked her with a domineering and passionate kiss again. He stretched out his tongue to gently pry open her pearly teeth, easily explored between her tongue, and wandered freely in her mouth, as if he wanted to put all his emotions into this kiss.
Jiang Shuya subconsciously regained her senses and pushed hard with both hands, but she didn't know that Lin Moxiao had already pinned her on the seat with both hands, unable to move. Lin Moxiao was still not satisfied and tempted her to explore the unknown territory. Their lips and tongues entangled alternately, and this passionate kiss was full of naked desire and exploration.
Perhaps it was because his kiss hurt her a little, and Jiang Shuya, unable to break free, bit his lips angrily.
Ah! The next second, he was hit by a sharp pain and suddenly stopped. Lin Moxiao frowned and looked at Jiang Shuya with bloodshot eyes. There were obvious teeth marks on his lips, and bright red blood stains seeped out and remained on Jiang Shuya's lips.
The devouring eyes stared at her intently, wanting to invade again. Jiang Shuya sensitively turned her face away, not giving him any more chances. She was even more angry in her heart. Taking advantage of Lin Moxiao's unpreparedness, she broke free and slapped him, saying angrily, "You lunatic, you are totally unreasonable."
She opened the car door nervously and hurriedly, got off the car at Jiajiang Bridge, and fled, her figure quickly disappearing into the night.
After being slapped, Lin Moxiao, who was sitting in the car, stared blankly at the gradually disappearing figure. He closed his eyes in pain and leaned on the steering wheel in front of him. He was silent for a long time, then lowered his eyes to glance at the unclosed car door. Realizing what he had done, he suddenly burst into tears.
It was the first time that he forced her so humbly. His love was passionate and extreme. It turned out that everything he insisted on was worth it. Ever since he saw her a few months ago, he had tried his best to get close to her, just to see her more and understand her. Later, he was no longer satisfied and wanted to go deep into her life and get her.