Chapter 184: The Emotions Missed Due to an Accident
Chapter 184: The Emotions Missed Due to an Accident
After saying that, he looked at Xia Xia's reaction nervously. He really wanted to know why the girl didn't come at that time. The bouquet of withered flowers had always been in his heart.
Ji Xia was puzzled. "Huh?" She hurriedly recalled, fearing she had missed something. After confirming that she had not received the gift, she asked, "Senior, you asked Zhao Siyu to send me something? But I didn't receive it?"
A bomb dropped into Qin Ziqi's brain, shattering him to pieces with a "bang". Fearing that Ji Xia had forgotten, he repeated the story again: "During the time when I adopted Xiaobai, there was a letter and a jewelry box. Inside was a kitten necklace, similar to the one I gave you last time, in the shape of Xiaobai, but with a smaller diamond."
He looked at the girl nervously. Qin Ziqi didn't dare to think about the knot in his heart for so many years. It turned out that he made a mistake in the first step?
Ji Xia frowned and checked her memory again. After confirming that there was nothing wrong, she replied, "My relationship with my roommate is not good. We hardly communicate with each other. So if she helped someone else send something to me, I can't help but remember it."
Qin Ziqi's strength instantly weakened. Did Zhao Siyu not help him at all? Did she just throw him away because she and Xia Xia were not on good terms? Then why did she tell him that she and Xia Xia had a good relationship the last time they met?
Ji Xia recovered at this time. She thought about what Qin Ziqi had just said. When he graduated, he asked someone to send him something, a letter and jewelry?
A nerve in my brain finally clicked. The senior has been very concerned about me these days and has spoken out to defend me online many times.
Does he like himself?
As if everything was explained, she suddenly felt that the delicious food on the table in front of her tasted tasteless. Ji Xia didn't know how to deal with it.
Qin Ziqi felt like the sky was falling at this moment. He forced himself to calm down, looked up at the girl who seemed a little stiff, her lips seemed to be stuck with glue.
He was hesitant about whether to wait until he found Zhao Siyu to clarify things before confessing his feelings, but a voice in his heart was getting louder and louder, "Don't hesitate any longer, she will be snatched away by someone else."
"Xia Xia, I asked Zhao Siyu to send you a letter and invite you to the cafe. I actually wanted to..." Qin Ziqi looked up at the girl's face and eyes, and mustered up the courage again: "I want to confess to you, Xia Xia, I like you."
Ji Xia felt as if struck by lightning and had no time to react.
Qin Ziqi continued, "Xia Xia, wait until I finish. The first time I saw you was when you were just a white girl. At that time, I thought this girl was very different. I could see your delicate heart. After that, I kept paying attention to you and started chatting with you.
But you were always busy with your part-time job, so I would wait for you on the first floor of the library. Every time you came to feed the cat, I could see you and talk to you the first time. Qin Ziqi’s voice was full of memories and happiness. At that time, he had discovered a gem that no one else had seen in her heart.
"Later, when I was about to graduate, I wanted to tell you my feelings, but unfortunately, something went wrong along the way. Now I want to tell you about this feeling. I don't want to miss it again."
He turned around and took out a bouquet of flowers from behind, the same as the one that withered that year, and stood up beside the woman, tears seemed to be in his affectionate eyes, "Xia Xia, I like you, no matter whether it was four years ago or now, I understand your pursuit of career,
I understand your ambition and hope you can give me a chance to be your boyfriend. I want to go on with you." Qin Ziqi's hands were shaking a little. He looked nervously at the woman sitting on the chair. The room was cool, but a thin layer of sweat appeared on his forehead. He had no time to care at this moment.
The air froze at this moment, and Ji Xia finally understood why she met Qin Ziqi every time she went to bring food to the kitten.
She turned around and looked at the man standing next to her. His eyes were deep and clear. She asked herself if she couldn't have been unmoved by these words. If it were in college, she felt she would have agreed.
She was alone at that time, and she would not be unmoved by such passionate emotions.
But her thoughts were tangled up in a thousand ways, and someone suddenly appeared in her mind. She hesitated, then after thinking about something, she became determined. There was a bit of trembling and hesitation in her voice, "Senior, I don't know how to respond to your feelings, but I know I can't keep you hanging. I seem to have a good impression of someone, so I have to reject you."
She could feel Qin Ziqi's sincerity at this moment. Eyes don't lie and women's hearts are always soft. But because she knew the sincerity of this feeling, she could not go against her own heart.
Feelings are wonderful things. Ji Xia only knew at this moment that she did not feel her heart beating faster towards Qin Ziqi.
Qin Ziqi's heart beat slower because of the girl's silence, and his expectations became lower and lower. After hearing the girl's words, his heart seemed to break.
The girl's face was as white as jade under the light, and her straight eyelashes cast shadows on her face. Their eyes, unable to meet each other's gaze, told each other the answer.
"Is Jiang Qingyan the person you like?" Qin Ziqi said softly. He wanted to know.
...Ji Xia blinked, decided to follow his heart, nodded, and told the other person what was in his heart.
Qin Ziqi's deep-seated fear was confirmed. The delicate flower in his hand seemed to lose its moisture instantly, just like its owner. Just like years ago, he had one last question. His lips trembled and his voice was hoarse: "If you had received the letter when I was in college, would you have given me a chance?"
Ji Xia nodded, then shook her head. She nodded herself, and shook her head because she found it difficult to grasp Ji Xia's true feelings.
Qin Ziqi got the answer that broke his heart and figured out the reason for his previous regrets. He sat down in his seat slowly like a rusty robot.
"Meow~" Xiaobai's cry broke the slightly awkward situation. It stood up and gracefully jumped onto the dining table, signaling Ji Xia to touch it.
Qin Ziqi looked at the scene in front of him, as if he was back to that rainy day and that kind girl.
Nothing has changed, just the timing has shifted.
"Xia Xia, can we be friends first? No one can explain matters of the heart clearly. Now I just hope that we won't be embarrassed with each other, just like before." Qin Ziqi knew that he still liked Xia Xia, especially if Zhao Siyu hadn't made trouble before, he might have taken a step further.
Now it seems that Xia Xia’s feelings towards Jiang Qingyan are also very vague. He wants to wait a little longer. Maybe if the two of them can’t be together, he still has a chance.
Jiang Qingyan, who was busy at the company, suddenly felt a chill on his back.
Ji Xia touched Xiaobai's chin with her hand and smiled: "Of course, we have always been friends." She felt relieved. She really couldn't handle the emotional issues and didn't want to make the relationship awkward. Fortunately, the ending was not too bad.
After this, neither of them was hungry anymore. After playing with Xiaobai for a while, Ji Xia moved the naughty kitten into the kitten bed he brought with him.
The little guy was not afraid at all. He just opened his big black eyes and looked at his owner.
"Xia Xia, what name are you going to give the second child?" Qin Ziqi asked.
Ji Xia paused and thought for a moment, "The color of its fur is the same as Xiao Bai's, ginger yellow, just like the stars in the sky, so let's call it Xingxing."
Qin Ziqi rolled the two words over in his mouth and replied with a smile, "It's a nice name. I hope it will shine like a star in the future."
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